Several times throughout my life, close friends have told me that they learned a lot from me. In a way, that is something that I should be proud of. Friends are suppose to learn from each other, so at least with those people, I did my job. But they generally tell me that when something has happened that would make us not as close of friends as we were before.
The problem I have with this is that I want to know when the hell, I am going to have a friend or companion, that can learn and stay around. All I ask for is loyalty. It is not enough to become friends, learn from someone, and then send them on down the road. Damnit people, I'm not a teacher. I don't know how you learn from me, but all I ask for is that you don't befriend me just to learn and move on. When am I going to get a running buddy? When am I going to have someone?
Lonely No More
Rob Thomas
Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
Words are only words
Can you show me something else
Can you swear to me that you'll always be this way
Show me how you feel More than ever baby
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore
Now its hard for me with my heart still on the mend
Open up to me, like you do your girlfriends
And you sing to me and it's harmony Girl, what you do to me is everything
Make me say anything; just to get you back again
Why can we just try
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore
What if I was good to you, what if you were good to me
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me
What if it was paradise, what if we were symphonies
What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore
I don't wanna be lonely anymore
I don't wanna be lonely anymore
I don't wanna be lonely anymore